Suffering Quotes in A Million Little Pieces

How we cite our quotes: (Part.Chapter.Paragraph)

Quote #1

[Doctor Baker] jerks his hands forward and up and there's an audible crack. Cold white light shoots through my eyes and through my spine and into my feet and back again. My eyes are close but I'm crying. (1.2.149)

Doctor Baker has to break James's nose in order to set it, which proves that sometimes you have to break something in order to get better. (At least, we think that's what it proves. Isn't that what "rock bottom" is all about?)

Quote #2

I can feel blood dripping from the wounds on my face and I can feel my heart beating and I can feel the weight of my life beginning to drop and I realize why dawn is called mourning. (1.4.4)

James needs to learn the definition of homophone, but what is he mourning here? His hard-partying lifestyle that he's had to leave behind? The fact that he's such a mess?

Quote #3

I hate myself.

True. (1.5.201-1.5.202)

Well, that's sad. It's probably one of the main reasons James does drugs—or maybe he hates himself for doing drugs? It's hard to tell. Our guess: it's a big vicious circle of self-loathing, drugs, more self-loathing, and more drugs.