Guilt and Blame Quotes in Carrie

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Quote #10

The words that rose to [Carrie's] lips were: I don't blame anyone any more. She bit them off. It was a lie. She blamed them all and always would, and she wanted more than anything else to be honest. (2.261)

Carrie doesn't seem like she will ever be able to forgive her bullies for what they've done to her. Is this because she's a teenager, and she's just living in the moment, or is this because she knows they've done irreparable damage to her?