Divergent Chapter 18 Quotes

Divergent Chapter 18 Quotes

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I try to run, but my feet are firmly planted and refuse to move, like the crow on my shoulder. I scream as they surround me, feathers flapping in my ears, beaks pecking at my shoulders, talons clinging to my clothes. I scream until tears come from my eyes, my arms flailing. My hands hit solid bodies but do nothing; there are too many. I am alone. They nip at my fingertips and press against my body, wings sliding across the back of my neck, feet tearing at my hair. (18.49)

This is the first time we see Tris's fear landscape, with the bird attack, which is very nightmarish—it's got that typical "I can't run" nightmare feeling. Of course, this isn't an actual nightmare, it's something that the Dauntless training is doing to Tris. (Nice friends, eh?) But what is it that she's actually afraid of? It's not birds, is it? Is it being alone (which she mentions)? Or… what?

"Sometimes they do. And sometimes new fears replace them." His thumbs hook around his belt loops. "But becoming fearless isn't the point. That's impossible. It's learning how to control your fear, and how to be free from it, that's the point."

I nod. I used to think the Dauntless were fearless. That is how they seemed, anyway. But maybe what I saw as fearless was actually fear under control. (18.94-5)

Here's Dr. Four (not really a doctor), laying out his theory about fear and acting brave, which is very much like what he said about his fear of heights: you act in spite of the fear. Tris notes that this "maybe" is what's going on with the Dauntless. Is it strange that Tris keeps thinking about fear as "maybe" this and "maybe" that? (Or is it weird that, in the middle of his speech about fear, Four puts his thumbs through his belt loops, like he's just hanging out? Apparently, he's not afraid of Tris.)

"The leadership," he says. "The person who controls training sets the standard of Dauntless behavior. Six years ago Max and the other leaders changed the training methods to make them more competitive and more brutal, said it was supposed to test people's strength. And that changed the priorities of Dauntless as a whole. Bet you can't guess who the leaders' new protégé is."

The answer is obvious: Eric. They trained him to be vicious, and now he will train the rest of us to be vicious too. (18.108-9)

Society isn't a static thing. We don't know how long the five factions have been set up, but we can see that things are changing (like with Erudite hating Abnegation). Even within the factions, things are changing, as Four makes clear here: the Dauntless leadership has decided to take this whole "let's be brave" idea in a new direction.